'This time, there will be no regrets.'
'I have someone to hold my back.'
'I don't have to act spoiled, as I am a spoiled child.'
'There will always be someone who waits for me.'
The world is not ugly enough for everyone to hate you.
The world is not beautiful enough for you being loved by everyone.
'That's how I hold my heart firmly.'
"As you step on it, there's no turning back," said mother.
"Yes, I know that well, oka-sama"
The world is not beautiful, therefore it is.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
Ah, What a Mess!
'It was hard.'
'It is not easy of course.'
'Why do I feel like this?'
'This annoying feelings, why do they exist?'
'It's creepy, and funny.'
But she has a bigger secret inside her. It's like there is a scary creature that sleeps inside her.
'It is like my second personality.'
'But I'm afraid of it. It is too different from who I am now.'
Yet she doesn't give in to her "second personality".
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She wakes up early in the morning.
She walks lazily to the bathroom.
A familiar voice come out from the kitchen, calling for her.
'Ah, not today too...'
She really don't want to do it today.
But she knows that she's still have to do it anyway.
'Ah, what a mess!'
'It is not easy of course.'
'Why do I feel like this?'
'This annoying feelings, why do they exist?'
'It's creepy, and funny.'
But she has a bigger secret inside her. It's like there is a scary creature that sleeps inside her.
'It is like my second personality.'
'But I'm afraid of it. It is too different from who I am now.'
Yet she doesn't give in to her "second personality".
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She wakes up early in the morning.
She walks lazily to the bathroom.
A familiar voice come out from the kitchen, calling for her.
'Ah, not today too...'
She really don't want to do it today.
But she knows that she's still have to do it anyway.
'Ah, what a mess!'
Saturday, August 7, 2010
She never wants to remember, yet she never wants to forget.
'I never want to regret the decisions that I've made...'
'It was because I had already wasting most of my precious time.'
'I hurt someone's feelings, and my feelings also have been hurt by someone.'
'That is why, I never want to look back for the fault that I've done.'
'And I will enjoy every second with my precious peoples around me.'
'That's what I want to do, at least for now.'
She never lies to herself.
That is the very least that she can do to herself.
She never wants to remember, yet she never wants to forget.
She closes her diary, keep it below the pillow, and then walk out of the room.
She have to prepare. Tomorrow will be a big day, she will do her very best, for her own sake.
'It was because I had already wasting most of my precious time.'
'I hurt someone's feelings, and my feelings also have been hurt by someone.'
'That is why, I never want to look back for the fault that I've done.'
'And I will enjoy every second with my precious peoples around me.'
'That's what I want to do, at least for now.'
She never lies to herself.
That is the very least that she can do to herself.
She never wants to remember, yet she never wants to forget.
She closes her diary, keep it below the pillow, and then walk out of the room.
She have to prepare. Tomorrow will be a big day, she will do her very best, for her own sake.
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