It's like a dream.

She feels like her head is spinning unstoppable.

'What to do?  What to do?'

It's like she cannot do anything because there's too much things to do.

And the dateline is crawling near.

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She's now in her mother's new house.

A very small house of one room, a bathroom, and the kitchen and the front attached together. Her mother's dream house.

It is located at the countryside, far from the big, federal city.

It is somehow very peaceful to get away from the hassles here.

She feels better for her mother to be happy living in her village.

She feels happy, as seeing her mother happy.

It's like a dream.

A gift from God.

She's getting nervous these past few days.

It was because the result for the first year will be send through email any time from now.

The nervous feelings really got her through some changes.

She can't sleep well, eat well. And she does getting some flu.

All that she can do is praying.

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It is late night now.

She's still in front of her laptop, searching for some amusements.

BUZZ!

T : Hey, congrats! :)

She : For what?

T : You got excellent results.

She : How do you know that? You already got the email?

T : Yes. Why? You still didn't got that yet? I'll forward to you now.

She : Oh, okay, please. Thanks!

She got that email. She read through the list carefully.

And yeah, her tears flowed unconsciously.

"I guess I deserved this gift from God, didn't I?"

Everybody's changing, why not me?

She wakes up in the middle of the night.

She is thinking for a while.

She forgot something.

She sit on the bed, thinking again.

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She's texting her ex-boyfriend (also her best friend).

She detects something weird about him.

He's changing.

Maybe because of her.

Maybe not.

"Everybody's changing, why not me?"