She never wants to remember, yet she never wants to forget.

'I never want to regret the decisions that I've made...'

'It was because I had already wasting most of my precious time.'

'I hurt someone's feelings, and my feelings also have been hurt by someone.'

'That is why, I never want to look back for the fault that I've done.'

'And I will enjoy every second with my precious peoples around me.'

'That's what I want to do, at least for now.'

She never lies to herself.

That is the very least that she can do to herself.

She never wants to remember, yet she never wants to forget.

She closes her diary, keep it below the pillow, and then walk out of the room.

She have to prepare. Tomorrow will be a big day, she will do her very best, for her own sake.